Selasa, 29 Juli 2008

Fixing a broken heart...

Semalem jam 12 lewat si pim sms gua dia bilang dia uda putus sama cowoknya, gua yang uda setengah ngefly mo bobo begitu denger bunyi sms jadi bingung bunyi apaan tuh mungkin karena uda ngefly jadinya bingung akhirnya pas arwah gua uda balik lagi ke badan baru nyadar kalo itu bunyi sms.

Pas denger bunyi sms uda agak nyadar pas begitu baca sms dari pim melek gua langsung. Duh nih anak kenapa lagi kemaren2 sih memang dia ada curhat sama gua kalo dia ngerasa gak cocok trus kepengen putus tapi gua bilang dipikir2 dulu la trus kebesokannya dia bilang dia uda menemukan solusi yang terbaik. Ya uda gua gak tanya2 lagi tentang solusinya karena gua jg gak tau terlalu pasti mengenai masalahnya. Blom sempet denger curhatan dia juga lagian dia jg agak tertutup kalo mengenai masalah cinta.
Gua jg gak banyak tanya ini itu soalnya kan itu privasi dia jg walaupun gua bestfriend dia tapi kan tiap orang punya privasi. Ntar deh pas ke jkt baru korek2 dia..

Alhasil gua baru bobo jam 3 gara2 gak bisa tidur mikirin dia. Gua khawatir banget sama dia kalo dia lagi ada masalah cinta. Dia paling lemah dalam hal cinta. Fiuh..
Kalo dia lagi ada masalah cinta susah buat bikin mood dia jadi baik. Bingung jg sih... Jadinya gua kontrol dia la hari ini lewat sms. Sebenarnya sih yang benernya musti telp tapi gua lagi males telponan secara belakangan ini kuping gua agak2 sakit kayak abis kena radiasi telpon gitu.

Siang ini gua sms dia nanya kegiatan dia trus dia bales dia lagi meeting, gua agak lega karena dia ada kegiatan. Pas jam 7 tadi sms dia uda pul kantor blom tapi dia malah telpon gua jadi ya gua ngobrol sebentar sama dia. Suara dia lemes sepertinya masi sedih. Pengen ngobrol lama sama dia tapi gua mau pegi maem sama ko vic jadinya terputus deh telponannya.

Malem tadi jam 10 lewat gua sms dia tanya dia uda bobo blom kalo dia blom bobo gua mau telp dia tapi sms gua gak dibales. Mungkin dia lagi gak mau diganggu need time to be alone. Well cuma bisa berdoa sama tuhan supaya beri dia kekuatan deh.. Be Strong pim... Buddha bless u...



Ayu new song

Horeeee... akhirnya si ayu buka mulut juga kalo dia lagi dalam tahap pembuatan lagu baru hehehe...
Pas tanggal 27 juli si ayu nulis TA Message

TadaiMAMBO \(^O^)/ o/~
No. 242 27 July 2008 4:37 AM

I've come back hoooommme~~~~~~~.

After having worked full time in Hong Kong, I'm as tired as you'd expect (^^\`)

And, with this miraculous work done, every day is sunny!!!!!!!
My magic powers of bringing rain wherever I go seem to have passed, men & women who bring sunshine were always around (^_^)b

Buuut, since it was such a long time, I'm sunburned~~~.
If I leave my skin alone, it's impossible for it to be pure white again, so it'll be a nice brown tan for awhile~~~~~∈^0^∋∈^0^∋∈^0^∋ o/~

Ultra-bubbly. (*^_^*)(*^_^*)(*^_^*)

Anyway, this year's (or next year's?) calendar is REALLY nice!~* Look forward to it~ (^.^)smooch!

And I have no vacation time. Up next is the recording of the new song I've written! o/~ o/~ o/~
It's a REALLY great song, so I'm going to do my best on it! (`_´)v
Credit: AHS

Itu tuh hasil tulisan ayu hehehe.. lucu yah banyak banget gayanya. Dia baru abis pulang dari hongkong untuk pemotretan kalender n majalah. Kayaknya dia demen banget deh di hongkong kemaren aja pas asia tour 2007 dia konser di hongkong trus abis itu pembuatan video clip glitter & fated jg diHK. Trus taon ini konser asia tour 2008 di hongkong dibikin 2 tempat eh yang 2 tempat di HK ato di taiwan ya? Hmm.. lupa :D

Liat aja tuh tulisan dia keliatan banget kalo dia semangat lagi rekaman lagu baru yang dia tulis. Keren kan dia... Tulis sendiri lirik lagu n dinyanyiin sendiri.. She is so gorgeous... Dia jg bilang this is a great song YIPPPYYYY....

Gua harap sih lagu summer gitu yang ceria2 gitu... Biasanya sih tiap summer dia pasti ada bikin lagu kalo summer kemaren dia bikin lagu glitter. Always support ayu yayyyy....

Rabu, 16 Juli 2008

Chant of Metta

Kalo gua lagi stress, pucink n banyak pikiran. Pokoknya kalo pikiran lagi mumet banget gua sering dengerin lagu buddhis "Chant Of Metta". Abis dengerin lagu ini hati menjadi lebih tenang pikiran lebih tenang jadi lebih sadar deh kayaknya.

Gua tau nih lagu pertama kali dari pim pas gua lagi inep di kost dia. Dia dapet nih lagu dari Vihara dia di medan. Dia trus puter tuh lagu looping dari malem sampe pagi, pas pertama denger gua jg uda suka kayaknya membawa ketenangan tapi pas gua pulang dari kos dia gua lupa copy tuh lagu. Akhirnya gua gak pernah denger tuh lagu lagi sampe taon kemaren pas lagi waisak. Gua liat di TV iklan mengenai ucapan Selamat Hari Raya Waisak yang pake latar nih lagu. Pas pertama denger lagi lagu ini gua kayak dejavu gitu tapi akhirnya gua inget kalo gua pernah denger nih lagu di tempat pim. Gua langsung sms pim tanya tentang judul lagunya abis itu gua langsung cari n download di mp3.baidu.com.

Kemaren pas lagi gak ada kerjaan tiba2 kepikiran buat nyari lirik lagu ini akhirnya ketemu juga. Douzo...

Metta is a Pali word meaning loving-kindness. Metta chanting is the radiation of loving-kindness towards all beings: May they all be happy and peaceful. Imee Ooi chants the Pali beautifully. Metta chanting is soothing, uplifting, joyful and a great healing for the world - pervading it with waves of love. Truly, may all beings be happy. May they live always in peace and harmony. *Ini arti dari judul lagu Chant of Metta*

The Chant of Metta Text

Aham avero homi
May I be free from enmity and danger

abyapajjho homi
May I be free from mental suffering

anigha homi
May I be free from physical suffering

sukhi - attanam pariharami
May I take care of myself happily

Mama matapitu
May my parents

acariya ca natimitta ca
teacher relatives and friends

sabrahma - carino ca
fellow Dhamma farers

avera hontube
free from enmity and danger

abyapajjha hontu
be free from mental suffering

anigha hontu
be free from physical suffering

sukhi - attanam pariharantu
may they take care of themselves happily

Imasmim arame sabbe yogino
May all meditators in this compound

avera hontu
be free from enmity and danger

abyapajjha hontu
be free from mental suffering

anigha hontu
be free from physical suffering

sukhi - attanam pariharantu
May they take care of themselves happily

Imasmim arame sabbe bhikkhu
May all monks in this compound

samanera ca
novice monks

upasaka - upasikaya ca
laymen and laywomen disciples

avera hontu
be free from enmity and danger

abyapajjha hontu
be free from mental suffering

anigha hontu
be free from physical suffering

sukhi - attanam pariharantu
May they take care of themselves happily

Amhakam catupaccaya - dayaka
May our donors of the four supports: clothing, food, medicine and lodging

avera hontu
be free from enmity and danger

abyapajjha hontu
be free from mental suffering

anigha hontu
be free from physical suffering

sukhi - attanam pariharantu
May they take care of themselves happily

Amhakam arakkha devata
May our guardian devas

Ismasmim vihare
in this monastery

Ismasmim avase
in this dwelling

Ismasmim arame
in this compound

arakkha devata
May the guardian devas

avera hontu
be free from enmity and danger

abyapajjha hontu
be free from mental suffering

anigha hontu
be free from physical suffering

sukhi - attanam pariharantu
may they take care of themselves happily

Sabbe satta
May all beings

sabbe pana
all breathing things

sabbe bhutta
all creatures

sabbe puggala
all individuals (all beings)

sabbe attabhava - pariyapanna
all personalities (all beings with mind and body)

sabbe itthoyo
may all females

sabbe purisa
all males

sabbe ariya
all noble ones (saints)

sabbe anariya
all worldlings (those yet to attain sainthood)

sabbe deva
all devas (deities)

sabbe manussa
all humans

sabbe vinipatika
all those in the four woeful planes

avera hontu
be free from enmity and dangers

abyapajjha hontu
be free from mental suffering

anigha hontu
be free from physical suffering

sukhi - attanam pariharantu
may they take care of themselves happily

Dukkha muccantu
May all being be free from suffering

Yattha-laddha-sampattito mavigacchantu
May whatever they have gained not be lost

Kammassaka
All beings are owners of their own Kamma

Purathimaya disaya
in the eastern direction

pacchimaya disaya
in the western direction

uttara disaya
in the northern direction

dakkhinaya disaya
in the southern direction

purathimaya anudisaya
in the southeast direction

pacchimaya anudisaya
in the northwest direction

uttara anudisaya
in the northeast direction

dakkhinaya anudisaya
in the southwest direction

hetthimaya disaya
in the direction below

uparimaya disaya
in the direction above

Sabbe satta
May all beings

sabbe pana
all breathing things

sabbe bhutta
all creatures

sabbe puggala
all individuals (all beings)

sabbe attabhava - pariyapanna
all personalities (all beings with mind and body)

sabbe itthoyo
may all females

sabbe purisa
all males

sabbe ariya
all noble ones (saints)

sabbe anariya
(those yet to attain sainthood)

sabbe deva
all devas (deities)

sabbe manussa
all humans

sabbe vinipatika
all those in the 4 woeful planes

avera hontu
be free from enmity and dangers

abyapajjha hontu
be free from mental suffering

anigha hontu
be free from physical suffering

sukhi - attanam pariharantu
may they take care of themselves happily

Dukkha muccantu
May all beings be free from suffering

Yattha-laddha-sampattito mavigacchantu
May whatever they have gained not be lost

Kammassaka
All beings are owners of their own kamma

Uddham yava bhavagga ca
As far as the highest plane of existence

adho yava aviccitoto
as far down as the lowest plane

samanta cakkavalesu
in the entire universe

ye satta pathavicara
whatever beings that move on earth

abyapajjha nivera ca
may they are free of mental suffering and enmity

nidukkha ca nupaddava
and from physical suffering and danger

Uddham yava bhavagga ca
As far as the highest plane of existence

adho yava aviccitoto
as far down as the lowest plane

samanta cakkavalesu
in the entire universe

ye satta udakecara
whatever beings that move on water

abyapajjha nivera ca
may they are free of mental suffering and enmity

nidukkha ca nupaddava
and from physical suffering and danger

Uddham yava bhavagga ca
As far as the highest plane of existence

adho yava aviccitoto
as far down as the lowest plane

samanta cakkavalesu
in the entire universe

ye satta akasecara
whatever beings that move in air

abyapajjha nivera ca
may they are free of mental suffering and enmity

nidukkha ca nupaddava
and from physical suffering and danger.

Pas gua baca liriknya satu per satu gua merasa nih lagu mulia banget. Lagu ini menunjukkan kasih sayang kepada semua makhluk dimana pun berada (tanah, air, udara) segala penjuru manapun agar terbebas dari bahaya dan penderitaan batin maupun fisik. Wauw... Mantep banget kan.. Pantesan nih lagu seperti membawa ketenangan n kedamaian karena memang inti dari lagu ini peacefull, happiness, loving, joyfull..

Gua merasa beruntung banget bisa denger lagu ini. So bagi u orang yang mau nih lagu minta aja sama gua ntar gua kirim by email... Trust me..